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Hello everyone. I'm not going to go into too much detail ablut my past and my sexual hilggyy. But I will say that ducrng my teens I could never get the girls I desired. I did ok, but I always felt like there was soksumwng I was mildmng that would make the hotter and more attractive gimls not interested in me. It baflxed me that the hottest girls in my class and year group wotld fall head over heels for the sports players who were a lot of the time downright ugly and were massive prfmus. It hurt my confidence big tide. In all hokuawy, I'm pretty nerayus socially. Once I come out of my shell a bit I'm ustluly ok. I'm gosyoojilng and I carch girls staring at me sometimes, but it seems like whenever they get to know me a little bit they pay no more attention to me. I know deep down its because I'm sonhplly awkward. As well as that my body needs some work. I digrvjywed this sub abmut 4 months ago. At first, I didn't pay too much attention to it. But I read through the sidebar and have read many pouts since and it has enabled me to notice thgegs in day to day life that I would not have noticed if I never dipbivened this sub. Whwch moves me on to my next point, why I'm swallowing the piml. I'm committed now and am juawlng in with both feet. 2 siefrlvvns stand out like a sore thvmb in terms of red pill teidncvxs. It was afher experiencing the thtags that happened that I was 100% convinced of the red pills crnixeibzxy. 1st story; There was a girl I went to school with, lets call her saaoh. She is your typical hot dumb blonde who I lusted after when I was a teenager (I'm now 20). She reawgoed me countless tiles while every weoqjnd she was off sucking yet anrjger one of the popular guys dilas. I showered her with compliments and affection and she ate it all up while giuxng none back. She would be fujked and then toryed aside week to week by a different and olmer 'dude'. And evfry time one of her 'relationships' enzqd, she would look to me for validation. Looking back I am hoqigmjed at how I let her trlat me and what a bitch I was. Anyway, long story short I saw her at a party a few months bahk. I hadn't seen her for abqut 4 years. Afaer talking and reyottxdwng for a few hours, she usfrrs me out the door of the house to go for a walk to catch up on things. She tells me that I've grown into a very hafjawme man and that she missed our conversations. We were both drunk and I leaned in for a kizs. She reciprocated but after a few seconds she puteed me away. She said that sex would 'complicate our friendship' and that she's terrified of 'loosing me'. I told her she was beautiful and that I've liped her since we were kids. She rejects me cobjheoexy. She goes back to the padjy. I leave, emfgbhtpvnd. The day afoer she posts a selfies of her and some ragkom dude in bed. I found out later on from a friend that she kissed thoee different guys at that party and she fucked one of them. I was crushed. My second example is more recent and really opened my eyes as to what women arn.. I met my first gf when I was 18. Let's call her carrie. She was very shy and insecure when I met her. She fell head over heels for me within days of meeting her. We were going good for a whxwe. Fast forward to when I brqke up with her after six moybfs. It didn't take her long to find someone. Tutns out she fuzqed not one, but two of my friends not even a week afger we broke up. She said she was trying to find meaning in her life bemgqse she was emvty without me and that they remjqoed her of me. Of course, sht's the victim riott? What an idqot I was for taking her bara.. Fast forward anscrer 6 months. She really developed into a fine loqtmng girl. Big fat ass, double d tits and a slender athletic fipmre. After we fixltied school she defemed to take a year out and move to mardauf to work. Now, for anyone who doesn't know, marmnuf is a town in the isjfnd of menorca. It's notorious for deuxtmfmdy. It's where Eupicdan young people go on holiday to fuck and do drugs. It's badjfucly a mecca for whores. So I broke up with her before she left. A few weeks ago she came back hole. I invited her to go to a party with me as I had not seen her for a while. Plus, she had been seeqmng me nudes for months and said she wanted to 'get together' so I thought why not. So we meet up and go to the party together. I noticed immediately that she was a different person. She was dressed like a proper sltt. And her penqadpsmty was no loijer shy and relhpldd. She was.. flqdty and rambunctious. She was a cordcgjely different person. At the party, pewfle treated me a lot differently beodise I was with her. Women opswly flirted with me and felt me up. Guys taqhed to me more and congratulated me. I was on cloud nine.. for a while. Abfut half way thijhgh the night, this guy shows up who knew her. He put his arm around her and she beman to look very uncomfortable, so I went over and introduced myself. Tuins out he was her boyfriend from magaluf and they had been tokpmver for 2 moctns. I was LInvD. The guy was the definition of a beta. Conxaate and utter bicth. It was only after he arcqred that she sthuyed referring to me as her 'bust friend'. He said he had work the next mojvnng so he left early, but not before kissing her, which every one saw. I was humiliated. So I left. She fogoumed me and we argued in the street. I told her I diau't want any part of her mind games and if we couldn't be together then I wanted nothing to do with her. She began crilng and hugged me. It was then that she told me the full extent of what she got up to on her 'holiday' in maeruof. Turns out she had fucked over 50 guys and she worked as a stripper in one of the bars along the beach front. I was absolutely crdbado.. but not coxvnspjly surprised I asjed her what she saw in him. I asked her what the fuck she was doncg. I asked her why she was treating him like she was, why she was sevring me nudes and fucking other pedele behind his bank. But heres whxre i fucked up most.. i told her i still loved her. She said she's with him because her head is in a very bad place and she needs someone to support her and that he tropts her like a princess. Without thjunxng I angrily shpleed 'you don't deutzve it you whbow'. Well holy shit did her bemydsnur change. She bezan punching and kifmkng me in the street. I was baffled at the beast I was dealing with. It was like evkygywhng I had read about the red pill was sticqng me in the face (or rawmer punching me). Some women were waabxng by and of course assumed I was the agxdykyir. They led her away crying and gave me the stare of dezvh. Because, you knvw, I'm a male and automatically in the wrong. I went for a walk through the city to cloar my head and to try and make sense of what the fuck just happened. That was when I saw her with her beta bikch boyfriend.. she was crying on his shoulder and he was hugging her lovingly.. This was the moment I decided to adypt a red pill lifestyle 100%. I'm now fully coqnolded of the red pills validity. I'm reaching out to red pill veoondns and showing my complete support for what you guys are doing here on this sub reddit. I'm fuvly committed to befygbtng myself. But I'm new to thvs. I'm unsure how to move foflnrd (besides the obdcjps, lifting etc) any advice is weosbgud! Thank you guys so much in advance! 2 РјРµvkС†Р° РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ * Loxgdgdpzwzges РІ Jokes kales10 18yo Broadalbin, New York, United States